I’m sick today. And feeling really sorry for myself. My husband was sick last week and I made fun of him. So this is justice, I guess. I just have a cold, but why is it that sometimes colds make you feel like you’re dying? Plus I can’t taste anything, and that pretty much zaps the joy right out of life for me.
The I.T. guy just came in here and needed me to check something online, and of course I’m sitting here blogging. Reeeaal smooth. Oh well, it’s not like he hasn’t caught me playing Spider Solitare 1,000 times.
I think I just have a motivation issue these days. Maybe I’ve just always had one. I don’t know… I am just feeling guilty that everything seems to work out for me even though I don’t try that hard. I graduated college summa cum laude even though I really think that I was a slacker. I just have this insane memory so I do well on tests, and I’m good at BS-ing. And I just had my review last Friday and the only “weakness” my boss could come up with wasn’t a weakness at all… it was an “opportunity” for me to learn more about the company. Just some pat answer because he couldn’t think of anything, I guess. I’m seriously not bragging right now – I’m just feeling like I’ve been blessed a lot and don’t deserve it. It’s one of those days, I guess.
